Nolans Celebration of Life video.

Ask My Mom.

My Mom, she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before
But from now until she dies,
She’ll tell a whole lot more.

Ask my Mom how she is
And because she can’t explain,
She will tell a little lie
because she can’t describe the pain.

Ask my Mom how she is,
She’ll say "I’m alright".
If that’s the truth, then tell me,
why does she cry each night?

Ask my Mom how she is,
She seems to cope so well,
She didn’t have a choice you see,
Nor the strength to yell.

Ask my Mom how she is,
"I’m fine, I’m well, I’m coping".
For God’s sake Mom, just tell the truth,
Just say your heart is broken,

She’ll love me all her life
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how she is,
She’ll lie and say she’s fine.

I am here in Heaven
I cannot hug from here.
If she lies to you don’t listen
Hug her and hold her near.

On the day we meet again,
We’ll smile and I’ll be bold.
I’ll say,
"You’re lucky to get in here, Mom,
With all the lies you told!"

Nolan says "Dada!"

Trisomy 18 miracle

From My Heart...

You fought with all your might,i even got to kiss you goodnight,you took your first and last breaths with me,you were here with me,19 months baby boy,so as i say see you later i know you are safe with our creator.I always kiss you goodnight knowing you will keep me safe and alright.your smile always wipes my tears away,cause i know baby i will see you one day.

January 28th 2011 Nolans Tribute

Amazing, there are no words i can say to explain this beautiful day.It was shared with over 100 people,so many friends,family,nolans care team,and even his pediatrition Dr.Mcgonigle who was there during the great times and even till the very last moments of nolans life.Speaches were made by family, grampas and grammas.It was so appreciated with all the help we had to get this ready and send our nolie off.It was closure knowing we were the greatest parents for nolan, we provided him with the best life a child like him could ask for, he got to explore and see the world in his own light.He only knew love he only knew happiness.Nathan and I are at peace with everything nolan is where he belongs now and he will always be with us everywhere we go.He is simply amazing, i had no idea nolan had touched so many! he touched thousands! upon thousands of lives.We love him so much.Nolan Alex Chisaakay-Soucy an amazing miracle of life.

Nolan Alex Chisaakay Soucy June 25 2009-January 21 2011 our angel

Nolan....as i sit here at the computer crying as i type this sad update im thinking about nolans sweet face and how he had changed us from the moment we found out about him.At 6:40pm january 21 2011 nolan went to heaven, we held him with every last breath he took it was the hardest thing we have ever had to go through, loosing our baby boy we so muchly wanted to live.Nolan struggled to fight off RSV,Pneamonia and Bronchilitis he was on antibiotics in the stollery for 4 days through IV we thought he would pull through and get better,he had ups and downs those 4 days.It was hard im not going to get into details but i will when im ready share his last week here with us.His last moments were precious we cried,i told him we loved him and everyone loved him, we kissed him we held him tight we told him it was alright,i said he changed me forever and that it was okay if he had to go, i think we told him we loved him a million times within 2 minutes.It was fast to fast i wasnt ready but he was.We will never forget the times we shared with our miracle how he defied every odd! and showed doctors who is boss! i love him but i miss so much, it hurts with every breath i take.Nolan will have a celebration of life this Friday january 28th at 3:30pm in edmonton, at park memorial.Please celebrate our sweet boys life with us.for those who know me you have my number call me for more details, thank you everyone for support i will still continue to post about Nolan.As its not goodbye...its see you later ...