As The Holidays Get Closer...

December and January are a very emotional time of year for us, December because its a time when families come together and when you are missing someone in the family its a struggle to feel truely  happy .January, well because it will be nolans 2nd angel anniversary, a very hard time to get through.I am so happy and thankful for Lexi and Kinsley even through the tough times. The lights nolan would spend hours watching at christmas time through the new year, it was his favourite thing :) now kinsley is doing the same and its bitter sweet. im wishing nolan was right there with his sisters admiring the lights.We have the endless memories of nolan but it just never will be the same or enough, he will always be missed with everything we do, we try to include him in most things and talk to the girls about their brother daily i know its healing for lexi and even me to just simply say his name and remember that he did live instead remembering his death.I pray that our girls will feel the same way as they grow older. for now we live for the moment and cherish time we have.